Thinking of the better things in life does help ease the pain, but it doesn't make it go away. (An hour after uploading all that I'm appeased/at peace hiiiii guyzzzz I miss yawl) Vacuum of joy- I don't know what I can do to make myself genuinely happy anymore. When anything doesn't work out I just break down nowadays it's awful how I'm such a wreck. Big hug to all my girl friends & family for being lovely people though (L)
Cha shao bao : For all the h2hs I can never think of a better person to confide in because you're always there for me and even though you berate me for the wrong things I do I'm so thankful I have you. Thanks dad. Louisa : For all those messages just now swearing sprees always drain the resentment outta me (guess it's worked too many a time that it doesn't now) you're one of the few friends I hv who doesn't judge. Thanks miu. Jyhhowe : For all the quips you come up with that never fail to make me smile even when I'm about to yank some hair out you're like the guy with the ice cream and a beam on a sweltering day. Thanks sheefoo. Dawn : For asking after me when you weren't exactly in the best condition yourself and for sharing my woes on a great many things. Thanks mother dawn. Lorraine : For helping me press my fats when I was doing crunches heheh and for the phone call to just talk (about calculation of chemsai) when we were bored. Thanks lorster. Richmond : For making me feel better altogether @ 1.59am in the night. Showing me that there're sunsets and graffiti that always works out to be so pretty :) Thanks neopet. You : For being my motivation to not use the computer but sit myself down to mug for the chem test (I'm not gonna be able to take) Thanks co star.
Been doing more work than my brain can register cus I want this more than anything I've ever wanted. Haha does anyone else stay up just because you stay up every night and it's weird not to? ....And proceed to sleep your lessons away? Better left alone now though just wanna wring the day dry tomorrow.